Sometimes I am amazed at myself. that I mean, how much I’ve changed in the past 13 years.
13 years ago I was diagnosed with bipolar and a severe mood disorder. Over the course of the next 3 years or so, and after therapy and meds, I began to settle down and get control of myself. That was the beginning of a huge change in my life. I thought that I had finally turned things around and further change was not needed.
Then I had my epiphany 5 years ago and did a drastic change in my spiritual life. Again, I felt as though, since I changed for the better again, I had reached my limit. But, I was kidding myself.
I know now that there is no such thing as reaching your limit. Over the past 5 years I continue to change. I’m always searching for that little flaw that keeps me from being the best person I can be. Knowing that I have God on my side these kinds of distractions are so much easier to correct. I want people to see the Jesus in me. If nothing else, appreciate the smile on my face and perhaps it will make their day a little easier.